Crush by David Archuleta

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Once in a while, i enjoy a sappy little love song. =) I admit i usually prefer rock tunes to pop tunes, but David Archuleta really makes any kind of song sound appealing. Team Archuleta all the way~!!!

Although... Am i a little selfish, to want the best of both worlds?

Poke Your Eyes Out

It doesn't matter how many silver medals we win at the olympics. It doesn't matter how well our students do in international math and science olympiads. It doesn't matter how high-ranking our airport is. It doesn't matter if we are a first-class country or close to being one.

Even if we had all that and more, our people would never learn manners.

We have had courtesy campaign after courtesy campaign after courtesy campaign. But singaporeans still find ways to be more "kiasu" and "kiasee" everyday.

They will refuse to move into the mrt cabin when there is obviously more space in the middle. They stand at the goddamn door and make it difficult for people to get in. They push and shove to get out of the bus, even if they were seated and the people who are standing have yet to exit.

Maybe i should write a book about Singaporeans and their fucked-up manners. But then again if i had a dollar for every rude person i encounter, id get rich wayyy faster!!

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

My Pwecious

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Dig this shit man i'm going for avenue q! It sucks to be you!!!


Chiahuimin and Limsirong if you back out last minute, i will keel you. Remember, i know where you live. :D

And just for the lolz, i took a bunch of stupid photos with my gloomy bear paw. Hahahaha isn't it the cutest thing in the world? xD



I absolutely love this one.. Lol my turtle has the perfect "wtf is this shit" look on its face. ok fine it has the same look on its face all the time Takes an expert to decipher tricky facial expressions.


I <3333 rainy nights =) it's the perfect weather to go to sleep to or to curl up under the blankets with a laptop to watch sweeney todd for the 368724194546846th time.

Playing The Sourpuss

This post isn't brought upon by a sudden bout of insecurities. It is, however, brought upon by a bad dollop of guilt that follows one of my bad mood swings.

I sincerely apologize. I'm a rash person, often running with the first thought in my mind than carefully thinking it through. So what comes out of my mouth is often a string of swear words at some stupid ppl with absolutely zero common sense or courtesy.

My irritability more often than not results in me being a crummy, shitty friend. But, sometimes i dont think it is entirely my fault.

If i just sent you a msg saying my business talk ends at 7pm, plz do not immediately reply at 6.32pm with "Eh i'm at clementi mrt wanna meet me now?"

If you alr have some prior knowledge on the subject being lectured, plz stfu and don't distract other confused ppl (like me) from listening to the lecturer.

If you are sitting on the aisle seat on the bus and you see your neighbour carrying a lot of stuff (like a big fat bag and a big fat laptop), plz scoot aside. I cannot be responsible for the laptop that's about to be smashed in your face if you do not do so.

If you see people trying to exit the bus, plz do not clamber up to chope a seat and block the exit. I have absolutely no qualms telling you to fuck off and shove a middle finger up your nose.

But for the sake of a more ladylike professional image, i shall try to change. For the sake of keeping my friends (although two of the four above scenarios were with strangers), i shall try to be a nicer person.

There, i said it. Now my guilt feels a little more assuaged.



Although i probably need to do something about the amber situation. D:

Broken Wings

Broken Wings by Flyleaf.

Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me?
Oh you mean so much to me
I'm thinking all the time how to tell you what I feel,
I'm contemplating phrases
I'm gazing at eternity,
I am floating in serenity

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't go just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live and breathe this dream

Close your eyes, but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall you're underneath
A thousand broken hearts, carried by a thousand broken wings
A thousand broken wings

Exciting Lives We Lead

Hohohoho this is wayywayywayywayy long overdue but oh well, i couldnt post this until the japan photos were up xD Normally id get lazy and not blog about it, but this time ive got juicy and incriminating photographic evidence that MUST hit the web~!!!!!

On the 18th June 2008, a group of us got together to have dinner and drinks at sirong's house. And being such "hardcore" alcoholics, we decided to be adventurous and try sake bombing.. Hurhurhur so i went for an overall japanese theme for the food and the drinks..

In the morning, i met chm to go shopping at giant ikea and giant giant.. We bought about 8 platters of discount sushi, along with 4 big bags of chips, 3 bottles of beer, 2 bottles of sake and 1 tube of wasabi. Hahaha i tell you, when people saw the amount of junk food and alcohol in our trolley, we got STARED at like no tomorrow larh.. Between the two of us, we lugged and dragged our heavy bags of groceries back to my house. Strong muscles!!! Hahahahaha..

So the plan was to make deviled eggs and cucumber with wasabi-mayo paste. Ok fine i admit i may have gone a little trigger happy with the wasabi (i emptied the whole tube to make the paste) and the deviled eggs were a little too sour (i emptied half a bottle of salad sauce) but oh well.... Here they are xD



We packed about a 10 tupperwares full of food all the way to Sirong's house and duhh, we had to cab there.. But along the way the driver got a little lost and we ended paying more than we thought we would. AND THEN I LOST MY WALLET like go genius rache *facepalm* but ok i didnt realise that id lost it then so this sidestory continues somewhere else.

We polished up all the food (except the cucumbers T.T) and Sirong's mum was filling us up with random cocktails in pretty colours!! Hahaha i especially love the midori cocktails that she mixed. I love midori man i think i shall mix it everytime i feel like a little alcohol. Oh and it was around this time that i recieved a random phone call from an unknown number. Turns out id dropped my wallet along the changi prison road without realising it and someone had been nice enough to keep everything intact AND contact me!!! OMG damn lucky larh....

So zhiren and yinghao followed the panic-stricken me to bedok resevoir road to get my wallet back.. A thousand thanks to sirong's dad for the ride to bedok and back, a million thanks to the nice family who found my wallet and called me to let me know. Omg im sucha moron. END OF SIDESTORY.

So by the time the three of us joined the party again, the tables were cleared and what was left was the alcohol. We decided to play zhong jee mee maa and WOOHOO i got to be the bartender person. Hahahahha damn funny managed to get zhiren into trouble a couple of times and gave him an EXTRA LARGE serving of beer and sake. Yinghao obviously was just happily drinking regardless whether he got punished or not and he ended up with a couple of glasses of drinks lined up waiting for him to finish.. Lol and later it was zhiren's turn to sabo me into drinking something disgusting (i think it was whiskey). Before long, chm had to go home DDDDDDD:

Since we love her so much, EVERYONE left the house to walk her to the busstop.. Seriously, sirong's house is eerily deserted.. I would have been quite freaked walking alone there late at night x.x

AHHHHAHA after chm left, that was when the interesting things started to happen xD yinghao, the self-proclaimed alcoholic, decided to camp out in sirong's toilet becoz he was feeling nauseous.. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA being caring friends, zr and i decided to camp in the toilet with him!





Hahaha please note that all photos were taken while yh was so incapacitated to resist or while he was making puking noises in the background. HAHAHAHAHA we are so mean larh xin zhai le huo xD

Anyway, here are more photos we took in the toilet..






And finally, yh puked =) Well at least he felt a little better after the first round of puking.. Erm then he puked again for a second time but HEY see thats what happens when your body cannot handle the amount of alcohol you just ingested. His vomit was reeking of alcohol!!


Hurhurhur sorry if its gross but hahahaha its a side of yh that you dont see everyday while he was in school xD immediately after the vomiting spell, he crashed and burned in sirongs room and slept for a good few hours before zr and i woke him up ACCIDENTALLY.

After which we did stupid things like play the bleach game, play flyff (omg still rmb flyff?), play dota (OMG rmb dota?!?!?!) and sleep for like 5 seconds.

The whole thing was so much fun.. Just thinking about it makes me laugh hahaha we should definitely do this again xD

Sirong? Ready for round two? ;p